I love how this drama takes a simple scene and turns it into something so beautiful that it makes your heart ache just from watching. But I hate that there are so many more painful scenes yet to come where we are going to shed more tears and feel our hearts breaking again and again right along with the characters. With each new revelation every week, it’s getting closer and closer to the end of the drama. That’s the part I dread the most. Pretty soon, D’s disability will come to light and he will find out about W knowing all along. I dont even want to imagine how that’s going to play out – all I know is that there is going to be some major incoherent typing during those scenes. This writer seems to have quite the talent for wringing out the tears from us, but still making us want to come back for more with all those wonderful moments that make us inhale and forget to exhale. As long as she continues to write this like, I’m pretty sure no one will be complaining. I just wonder if this is going to end like Smile You with everyone’s future fast forwarded. Can you picture Y smiling and laughing with grandchildren all around him? That would be priceless. JK Rowling said she knew what the last line of the Harry Potter series was going to be before she even finished writing it. I wonder if that’s the same for this writer. Something tells me somewhere in that last scene, D is going to call out to W with one of his catch phrases. That way we can all grin as we say goodbye to this gem of a drama. — Now that two of the kids came back for their scenes (young M and young W), I wonder if young D will come back too. Maybe a flashback scene with young W or a scene where after he started talking again after the accident, he sits down and tells his mom and M everything he saw that night his grandpa died. It just doesnt seem complete without young D coming out again. — Can You Hear My Heart E20 — After D punches M,D says: from this moment on you are not CDJ’s older brother -jang junha – if you are going to do this don’t be my hyung dont be my hyung and dont do anything at all-until the investigation is over-dont even show up in front of me- answer me-you know what I am saying dont you? M: punk- you grew a lot. D:that’s right – I will pay you back for protecting me the past 16yrs -I will be your guardian angel so from now on listen only to what I say. D notices W. M explains how she has something to say to M for the last time and tells D to go. D walks off in the other direction. M says to W:let’s go. she goes after him. M asks where she wants to go-if there is some place she wants to go she can say it. when he turns to ask “where”, she wipes his blood from his lips. M says: I am a doctor- this much of an *injury should be left alone – if you mess with it- it could change. if there is nowhere you want to go then I am just going to go anywhere W: maru oppa -today is my first day at work so can we just go quickly and just talk and come back. she changes her mind and says let’s just go. he asks why she is like that suddenly. M: why ask that? if you have to go just go. W: cuz you are my oppa -right now you are maru oppa. normally I obeyed you well. did you forget that? * it was clear from the language that when he talked about his lip cut he was referring to his heart so I had to make sure I kept the exact same words in korean to english-if she is nice like that then it’s harder for him to let her go choi is on the phone and D goes in to see him. choi says into the phone that choi was wrong and asks if the other person is going to cut ties with choi over this and agrees to meet the person later. D asks what choi is going to do with J. choi says he doesnt want to see J so he is going to get rid of him where choi cant see him. D: dad – J didnt do this alone. the person you pretend to be your son is involved so do you have to go that far? choi says that D is the one who ignored his warning-learn what happens when you dont listen to what I say. leave. D: but I am still your son so cant you overlook this just once choi: if you are going to beg for forgiveness do it properly on your knees and beg D tells him to do whatever he wants and leaves D goes to his office tells everyone there is no meeting today and calls MS in. she is excited he asked to see her and asks others if D asked to see her without adding the MS-“shi” and just called her kang MS. D asks her for a favor – to call her dad and gather other men (who have the most stocks). she asks why suddenly and he says he will explain later and asks for them to all meet after lunch. she says she will try to get in done and he puts his hand on her shoulder and says she is the only one he can trust so she says he can trust her and she can do this. MS tells D not to turn off his phone cuz she will call him after she meets her dad. D thanks her. she says he doesnt have to say that between them (she implied since they are close). W shows up and D doesnt say anything to W and just walks off. MS is happy so she offers to buy W a meal and tells her to make time. MS runs after D asking him to go together but of course he didnt hear that again. nam asks W if grandma is better. nam tells W to go home and rest today too and start work next week cuz W’s face isnt someone who can sell makeup right now. W says she is ok and can sell and that she even got an order from the wife of someone at the garden-just one sun cream. nam says that W led a life like hers and is like her. W asks if that means she takes after nam. Nam tells W not to take after her and take after her dad. nam asks if Y said anything. W asks what and nam says there is no reason for her to know. Nam: my private life is – she signs “secret”. W wonders where she learned that T is meeting with wives who invested. they say that they trusted T and invested. T says the money didnt go anywhere and energy cell is doing well so what is the problem. they say they heard about choi and the investment company. T gets a text and D comes in and says hello to the women and asks to speak to his mom later. wives want to meet J or else take back their money. T says she will call them after discussing with J T asks D what he is doing in front of investors wives. D takes his mom’s cell phone and reads a text. D asks if J is only worth 120 (not sure what this is – stocks or what). T says this doesnt have anything to do with J. D: if it doesnt have anything to do with J then why wait and (do something) with the stocks. my mom is impressive. T says all she did was follow what J chose to do and J decided this too. D : you did? I didnt know that- then this is my decision and calls someone saying he is D from WK group and asks to meet over the problem with the investment company-cant tell you over the phone cuz my ears are —he was going to say i cant hear. T was hitting him and asking what he is doing then takes the phone away. she asks what he is doing and she gets a call. he tells her to pick up or should he call that person again . she hits him asking how he could threaten her like that (about his deafness). D holds her wrist and says : cuz this is what you are most afraid of. D wants all the investors gathered at WK right away. D tells her to pick up the phone. T says J spent the money like he wanted so why is D trying to take responsibility for it W and M are walking together. she says it’s nice here and looks like the botanical garden. she asks why he is looking at her and he says she gained a lot of nerve cuz now she is walking next to him shoulder to shoulder instead of chasing from behind. he says before she couldnt even look at him in the eyes, but now it’s no big deal. she says she said everything she wanted to say. M:I’m sick of it. W:of what? M: when I open my eyes and think about what you said while we were eating there is only one thing: “I like oppa so why do you not like me-it doesnt matter cuz I like oppa.” W:when did I say that? young W runs by calling out “oppa” M: cant be helped if you dont remember young W chases after young M. he tells her not to follow him cuz it’s bothersome YW: you get mad when someone says she likes you? but i still like you -maru oppa is my oppa YM smiles she sings that he smiled and he warns she will fall down when she dances and almost falls he grabs her arm YM: i told you you would fall she holds his arm and begs him to piggyback her. he tells her to let go or else he will get mad YW:why do you always get mad? when I like oppa so he takes her hand as they walk saying:happy now? let’s go. older W and M walk behind W:if we kept living together -would you have liked me? he says no – watching her live a hard life he would have just gotten more angry living like that I got mad-watching my family who couldnt help living like that-I got more angry-since there was nothing I could do I wanted to hurry and grow up-earn a lot of money- and get out of that pitiful poverty to not hate while living together-it’s better to live apart and not see each other every day I opened my eyes that is all I thought about W asks why M told her to go with him at the police station- when he held her hand and left with her -you said “follow your brother and come with me”. M: dummy – you believed those words? in the end I left you alone and didnt come back. she pulls out his old watch and asks :if you were going to do that-why did you leave me this? they sit and talk. she says oppa and he says wait a minute. he pulls out earphones. he tells her -while they listen to the song -until it is over-she should think about her one wish and tell it to him- leaving out living with her family. they share ear buds and a red shoe falls in front of them. young M is in front trying to get the shoe back and young W tells him to hurry. M hands it to young M and they both smile. young M gives her back her shoes and they hold hands and leave. he tells her not to toss her shoes. YW:why? when it’s fun. YM: even tho- dont do it. dont copy anything dad does cuz it’s foolish. YW:what’s wrong with that? fools are nice ppl. when I grow up, I am going to be a fool for real. she keeps throwing her shoes and he tells her not to so he holds the shoe out of her reach and she keeps asking for it back M looks at W and puts both earbuds in her ear. he tells her: you are really really like a fool- cuz you live like this -it makes me more like a bad person. she asks what he said cuz she cant hear. he covers both her ears with his hands and says with his face turned to the side:this bad guy is choi’s son so now I cant even be your older brother-and you said you didnt like me as a man. what do I do with you? choi meets with investors. choi tells them that J – without any fear- took their investment and turned around and put it all into energy cell. choi says that he felt he needed to tell them. one guy asks choi to take responsibility since he tricked them. choi tells them to stop or take back their investment and report J. and choi will refund them for something. wives show up saying J told them to come here. D shows up and introduces himself. choi tells him to leave but D tells them that everyone here invested cuz they trusted choi and T – not J. but now turning over all the blame to J -WK’s pride wont allow that to happen. choi asks who D is to do this. D tells everyone something about 70% of their investment . if they take back their money -doesnt it mean they dont trust WK. choi tells D not to make this bigger cuz he is done talking about it. D says that is only what choi thinks- WK is not choi’s own personal company. MS shows up with her dad and other men. D tells everyone to listen to kang and them and decide one more time if they are going to take back their investment or take their investment profits choi yells at D for making choi -his father “swallow water” to save J. D says choi isnt the only one who can do this and that D warned choi not to mess with J. choi asks if D doesnt know that if he does this it will get more dangerous for J. D: yes I did but i thought of something else-while you are holding onto J and being stretched out I could steal that president position. D makes a threat that if investors know that choi did something with “system something” on his own then it will be easier (for D to steal the president position) choi asks why D is doing this- J is not family and choi is his dad so how could he do this. D asks if choi was his father. choi:what? D: what am I supposed to look at and think of you as my father? stepping on his son to protect his president position? to block his son’s path-and using J like that. what exactly was it that you were doing that’s acting like a father – let me know. do you have anything else to say? choi asks why D changed so much – did you really lose your memory in the accident? D: why are you curious about that? is there something I shouldnt have remembered? choi says it’s nothing and tells him to leave. D says if he remembers he will tell choi first-who knows – I might end up liking you dad. D goes to his office and looks at the hackysack and closes his eyes holding it M and W are eating ramen. M says she bought bread with egg, split fried pork cutlets, and ending with ramen.this is really hurting the pride of your brother who has a lot of money. W:instead of making your younger sibling who doesnt have money feel bad-just hurry and eat it before the soup is gone. he asks if she thought about her wish. W:yes- with the whole family….M says he already said he wouldnt do that. W:cant you eat just one meal with us? you know grandma is sick right? dad doesnt have any other wish. all you have to do is eat one warm bowl of rice. you will do it right? M:no W:oppa he said told her to leave out the family and she pleads again if he wont do it just once. he says he is full and she stands up: you are really bad all the way till the end maru oppa ok then just live as doctorJang. cuz the doctor would have listened to my request. M extends his hand saying -it was nice to meet you young MS. she replies it was nice to meet you M oppa and cries then hugs him. M looks over to young M and young W. young M gives young W flowers. YW: you said you didnt like flowers that it smelled like ant poop. YM:that’s why you take this -this is my heart. YW:huh? YM: take it -this is my heart. YW:what is this? YM: dont you know what this is? YW:are you saying your heart is ant poop? he gets on his knees YM: it is this. YW: i dont want it-I like you oppa- you dont know anything. she walks off so he chases after her. he keeps trying to give her the flowers asking if she doesnt know what this is and she retorts she doesnt know. YM: when you dont know anything-that fool. he smiles and goes after her saying let’s go together. M watches them leave. W gives back M his yellow watch. he says sorry-for not keeping his promise to come back. she turns and leaves. she runs behind young W and young M. M stands there holding the watch and looking heartbroken. Y is throwing his shoes and catching it and asking if his mom remembers. she still doesnt know him. he says something she used to say and she is shocked he is using such bad words. she says if you say stuff like that you are a bad person and police will take you away. Y says that is right -she taught him that. Y sits next to her and she tells him to move away. she keeps wondering why young master Y is not coming. Y keeps saying he is Y-her son and not young master Y. she says she isnt his mom and thinks Y must be crazy. Y says they live the other way and W will be worried. she asks strangers if they saw her young master-his height comes up to her chest, his eyes are round, and his nose is long. Y tells her to look at him saying he has those features. but she doesnt know him and walks away from him. he keeps dancing around her saying he is her son. SC helps grandma come in. grandma asks where this is. SC explains she can rest here until her family comes. grandma speaks formally to them. NB asks if the grandma wants to drink alcohol but grandma says she cant and NB and Y both cry. grandma asks what is wrong with them and SC explains there is a problem in their family right now. Y wonders when his mom will come back so NB explains when you sleep one night. they all try to get Y to go to sleep. NB sings grandma’s song really slowly and Y says that’s not it and stands and sings it. everyone is sleeping except for Y. Y says now he can only look at his mom when she sleeps like he watched M when he slept. W comes in and Y tells her to be quiet. she asks if he is ok and he says even tho his mom doesnt remember him as long as he remembers his mom then it’s ok. Y shushes NB from talking M is sitting in his car and gets a text. his sketch pops up and a voice asks who is M-before I report you call me. M goes and sees another doc. the doc asks if the sketch is M. M asks if he looks this funny. the doc says that when M doesnt smile he is a bit scary/cold looking but when he smiles it’s all melted. M says he will take it with him but the doc says just tell him that this is M and take the $50,000 reward. M: when i dont even know why they are looking for this person -you want me to just take the money. the doc says the person who resembles M is someone impressive. cuz after the posters went up, it was taken down my WK’s president’s wife. M:who said that? why would that person? doc says he doesnt know but a nurse saw T’s handbag and her bag costs as much as a car. the nurses made a big fuss over that. M asks if they are sure that T asked for all the pics to be taken down M goes out and sees S on the phone. she is asking if they told choi that she is looking for him. she is annoyed that she is waiting for hours at the hospital. she sees M and hangs up. S: we keep running into each other a lot. you saw that sketch too. she saw him holding it. M: you are not looking for me right? she says why would she look for him-but what is unusual is nurses say the pic looks like J. M asks who the person on the sketch is S: someone I need to find. want to have a drink with me? I am bored out of my mind waiting for choi to call back. M: why are you so upfront- dont you know when to be embarrassed? S: the person who should be embarrassed isnt me-it’s the person you call “mom” she knows all about choi and me, but she is hanging on cuz she is afraid she will be thrown away. M: she knows all of it? mom does? about your relationship with choi? S: she thanked me for being by choi’s side when D was sick and T was gone (cant hear well but she said about how what a pity it was T left her place so long) so is that why she wanted to get revenge and appeared with you acting like you were her young boyfriend? so childishly? be honest-what is your relationship with T you can tell me – tell me-I will keep it a secret M: do you want to live like this? S:what? M: i cant open my eyes and watch he walks off in disgust S calls after him -not to worry about others and for him to do well-dont make T mad and match her mood well M goes to his car and he is angry and crumples the sketch. he calls T and she asks if anything happened to him. he says no and asks where she is. she says at home-where are you? you turned you phone off so i worried a lot. he says he met someone at the hospital and says sorry-he will be home right away. he asks if she wants to eat anything-just say it and he will buy all of it and take it home. she tells him just to come and asks what he wants to eat- she will make it all. M:anything at all-I am hungry now. she tells him she will show him her talent and tells him to hurry and come. I made a mistake. cancel coming quickly- it’s ok to come slowly so drive carefully S yells at choi-who is J to make them give up looking for M. she asks why choi got weak-why is choi scared of D. choi says he thinks D remembers the accident.S:what? then what do we do? choi:before he can say anything major- i have to cut him off. then something about how this world doesnt do something with weak ppl and D knows that too and is doing this. she worries about energy cell doing well. choi says he is going as planned to show this time very clearly that threats dont work on him D goes out of his office and finds MS sleeping. he asks why she isnt leaving. she says she couldnt go in cuz he seemed busy and gives him food to eat. they eat together. she makes a comment about not liking short legged men referring to her dad and what she did to help out D. he grins and asks if she can talk about her dad that way. MS: i can do that cuz he is my dad my dad likes it when I saw stuff like that. she says she has a good grip on her dad so D can ask her to do anything at all if he needs something from her dad. D tells her not to be nice to him cuz he cant do anything for her. MS: you dont have to do anything for me- just like me a little more than now.D says he has someone he likes. she asks who? “pianoist”? she asks what the girl does. D says: she does this and that- all of it. MS: what do you like about her? D: she is cute/pretty MS: she is cute? D: when I first saw her she tossed her shoes and it was so cute/pretty MS:what is that? SC’s store is opening. W helps clean and SC tells her not to. he makes her sit and gives her a drink. he says he brought her to see her face and not make her work. she says she came to help her friend. he tells her not to call him friend. he tells her not to sell cars or makeup and just sit here. she asks how she is going to make a living. he says he will ger everything he earns. Wwhy would I take your money? SC: you dont want money? he offers to buy her clothes and bag. I was shocked over that- cuz you dont have the personality to accept those things. who was it? D? J? whoever bought that- going to kick him out first. who was it? she says J did. he is surprised cuz he thought it was D. W: you might think it’s crazy -but he seesm like M oppa so I asked him to buy those things. SC:what? W: for 16 yrs since I kept looking for him but he doesnt show up so I was mad. I was angry and J seemed a lot like M so I asked him to be my oppa SC: W W: I asked him to be my oppa and I was going to ask him to buy everything that I wanted to get from M oppa. buy me clothes, bags, buy them an apt, send me to college, and pay for grandma’s hospital’s bills she cries so he takes her hands W: but he said he didnt want to-he said he wouldnt be my brother SC. SC calls her a dummy and says he will do all that-after working hard at this store from now on I will do everything M couldnt do so it’s better now if you dont find M what’s wrong if he isnt here? he hasnt been here up to now and it was ok. W: ok now I am not going to look for him – I wont even think about oppa SC says he was going to kill anyone who made her cry. since he made her cry he tells her to kill him. he leans in and tells her to kill him. she tells him to move away he tells her to go home and sleep cuz her face is swollen from crying and leave the work here to him. she says she came to help him. he gets close to her face and says she will die if she does something she leans in too. he tells her to go home and sleep for him too. he ushers her out. D goes to her home and looks up at her window. the lights are off. M is feeding T ice cream. he says he didnt do anything well today and wonders if he can get an award like this. she asks what he did wrong. he says D suffered today cuz of him -said he would be my guardian angel from now on – D is all grown up. she says J worked really hard up till now-if it wasnt for you- we wouldnt have come this far- I mean this. M;what did you like about me so much? if it was to the extent that you wanted me to be your son-that means you liked me a lot. what was so attractive about me? (attractive quality) T: it wasnt an attractive quality- you becoming my son was fate. when I first saw you at the award event, I felt sorry for you until then – out of all the kids I saw -you were the most pitiful M: why? cuz I didnt know who my mom was and cuz my dad was a fool? she shakes her head: i didnt think you should be in that position you were good looking and smart-it was for a moment but I saw you smile I wanted to keep making you smile like that M: I smiled a lot cuz I was with you and D T: that is good M:i wonder what’s going to happen from here on – will I be able to smile more it will be like that right? she doesnt answer and says she will do it and mixes the ice cream M: mom- i have one thing that I am envious of D T:what? he changes his mind and says he wont say what it is cuz it hurts his pride T calls choi’s secretary. she says choi wants to catch J that much to do that. if that is choi’s wish- she will give choi a present. she orders some business that I cant make heads or tails out of but scary music was playing so it seems like she ordered something bad – like she was handing over M’s head on a platter kind of evil. W sees D sitting on the steps and calls out his name. he is looking at his phone and doesnt hear. she steps in front so he sees her feet. W: when did you come you should have called. he says cuz her lights were out. he asks if she was mad until now and she says she wasnt -she met M during the afternoon. D says sorry for not telling her ahead of time that M is her brother. he asks:when did you know? you must have been really upset with me… she suddenly bends down and kisses him. W:I’m sorry even when I found oppa I couldnt tell you. I’m sorry. D pulls her down and kisses her more – a lot more.. They are sitting on the steps, D is holding W in his arms. he tells her to go in a little later. he asks if M said he would go home. she shakes her head. D:are you ok? she nods her head. D:what do I do – I am so sorry for taking away your brother. she holds his arms and says in her head: I cant even say I am sorry- I am never ever going to tell anyone that M is choi’s son -that’s the only way everyone will be happy. M stares at Y’s drawing for D. D walks over to M. M asks what the fish names are. D says it all. M asks if those are names. D:what difference does it make what the names are one who isnt bong maru-one who isnt CDJ’s older brother-jang junha-shi M: you must have been busy today one who isnt bong maru’s younger sibling- one who isnt jang junha’s younger sibling-CDJ’s shi D: I was so furious I thought I was going to die one who isnt bong maru-one who isnt CDJ’s older brother-jang junha-shi M holds ice pack over D’s eyes saying his eyes are red, but D keeps saying he is ok D complains it’s cold so M puts it in D’s hand and tells him to hold it himself and ice his eyes. D says he left a plane ticket for M on the desk and tells him to go to the states until the investigation is over. M reminds D that D is his angel so D says if M doesnt like it then M can fire D. cuz D doesnt like his guardian angel “kid” and wanted to fire him M hits D on the tummy for referring to his hyung as a “kid” M asks if D can do it aone. D nods yes M asks if D wants to go with him and give up on revenge and everything D shakes his head no M: go with me cuz I will be lonely/bored D tells him to go ahead and he will follow him M:you better keep your promise and dont be sick “hahaha” D: I dont know you ant poop M says in his head: dong joo ya -I’m sorry for not keeping my promise to protect you till the end D cries and says in his head: hyung junha hyung go well. M left a note for D that he is taking the other baseball mitt and tells D to hurry and come if he wants to play catch and signs it “guardian angel J” D gets a call about J – if D knows J from W invest. SC store opening. grandma still doesnt remember and say she isnt Y’s mom. they tell her to sit and SC comes out with his parents. grandma keeps saying she has to go to young master Y.Y tells her she cant -today she has to play here and eat friedchicken. if you sleep one night, it’s tm. Y says tm young master will come. W says Y is doing well. Y says tm he just needs to tell his mom “tm” again. NB tries to read his opening speech but his wife says just to cut the rope and start selling chicken cuz customers are waiting. SC calls W to come over and help cut the rope. and then Y and grandma too-cuz all of them are their whole family. he made everyone cut the rope. M shows up and watches D is begging J to pick up the phone but M isnt. D gets a call so he pulls over and asks if MS got a hold of J. she says that J didnt come, but investigators came. D asks if the men are next to her so she whispers that those men are going thru their computer and files. D tells her to come out and talk cuz he cant hear well cuz she is whispering. Y feeds grandma. W says she is going to help SC and spots M watching grandma. grandma tells Y not to feed her and calls him ahjussi. Y tells her to eat. W runs over and tells Y to help NB. Y asks what about his mom and W says she will watch over grandma as she comes and goes. W looks over to see if M went over to grandma SC comes over saying their parents are here- there is a lot of food, and lots of ppl so should they just get married today. SC’s parents want to hit him, but NB says leave him alone cuz SC is already crazy. W tells SC to go work. she gets a call. D calls W and asks if M came there and she starts to explain he is with grandma but D tells her he will be there soon and to hold onto M cuz it’s an emergency. grandma wraps up some chicken. M goes up to her and she explains she is going to give this to her young master and she wasnt stealing it. he calls her grandma. she says she isnt an grandma-why does everyone call her that. M:what is this? why are you making me the bad guy all the way till the end? you just made me into the bad guy -what is this? if you are like this then I cant hate you. Y sees M thru the window. OMG he knows D pulls up and tells M that a problem occurred so he needs to hurry and leave. grandma tells M to take this chicken cuz she can wrap up some more and puts it in M’s hand. D tries to take M away but Y yells out D’s name and M looks at Y Y cries and grabs D’s arm and Y says twice: there are a lot of ppl so my Maru will be embarrassed. D looks at M. Y: cha dong joo shi just help me out once -please take my maru to our home just once-just once help me-if we go home my maru wont be embarrassed.. just once – i promise I wont act like I know him…just once W cries watching her dad. M looks at Y begging and cries. Y never looks at M and begs D to help him take M home just once over and over OMG end no preview but i forgive them cuz this eisode was EPIC tears everywhere……………………………….. Y’s love for his son knows no bounds – after all these years waiting for him – he doesnt get angry first for abandoning his family – all Y cares is to bring his son home just once so that he can feed him and watch him sleep again I bet – that kind of sincere heart – after the rejection from his own birth parents- how can it not break M’s heart? It just occurred to me – choi and S have been staring at M day in and day out and don’t know who he is, but Y sees him for one second thru a window and he instantly knows-now you tell me -who is his true parent huh? The way Y doesnt even think of himself and only thinks of M first – if that isn’t the definition of a great parent then I don’t know what is. Since E21 will start with this scene, I wonder if D will just take M away or if M will show some kindness to Y for the first time in his life. How cool with it be if he went and hid out in their home, but I guess M might not be ready for that. I just hope M’s tears were regret for treating Y so bad in the past and maybe shedding them will finally free him of some of the guilt he carried around in his heart for mistreating Y all those years. If only M could go home and let Y feed him just once, then Y can finally heal too. Losing a son all those years must have been anguish for him and Y deserves some closure.