Secret Garden E19: Live “Transcap”

 

I can’t believe they did it – the penultimate episode was so perfect – I could not have wished for a better one. There were so many great lines tonight but I just could not keep up – you guys have to read them later – you are not going to want to miss out. omg – I am speechless -what he said to his mother was so satisfying – that is how you hurt someone that evil. I bet this will snap her out of it.

did anyone else bawl like crazy again? the first half made us laugh and the last half – tears again. my goodness this drama sure knows how to squeeze out every emotion…I am so going to miss this.

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It’s time to say goodbye to SG. Two more episodes and it is all over. Time caught up with us. Pretty soon SG will just be another drama that we loved and cared about for a short time and will be relegated to just a wonderful memory for us to recall once in a while. Like every great drama, certain lines or scenes will stay with us and leave its imprint. For me, it was JW’s solitary walks along his estate and how blunt and honest he was during his most vulnerable moments. Lines like “I would have paid more if I had known I was raising you” and “I would have to carry you so I can see your face” still makes me swoon. Truth be told, he had me with the Kimsuhru chant. I never knew such an odd chant could make my knees go weak, but leave it to Binnie to make gibberish romantic. Not even his flashy tracksuits could deter me from hanging on his every word and falling more in love with his slow but inevitable freefall into love. And what a glorious freefall it has been -with every twist and turn, I dreaded this moment when everything had to end. As the their love story intensified, so did my admiration for this writer and the actors for their dead on portrayal. Their eloquence was moving and their undeniable attraction enraptured us and I only wish this spell would never break.

 

With all the references to Alice in Wonderland and the Little Mermaid, the one fairytale that fit the story more accurately was Cinderella with a twist.  On the surface, it is about a girl who lost her father and how she goes from rags to riches to live happily ever after with her Prince. Except minus the stepsisters and stepmother, you had one scary mother-in-law who ended up single-handedly playing all three roles by herself cuz she was that mean and capable. And who played her fairy godmother? A very charming hallyu star who kept us grinning through each episode. What made this even more interesting was that our Prince was flawed in so many ways and it was hard for some to envy our Cinderella. You could question his methods of courtship, but never his sincerity. When it came to R, JW had to lose himself to find the strength to let go of everything to keep her. It was his ultimate sacrifice that broke hearts all over the world and left us reeling wondering how we could endure our pain. We stepped into their world and took on their joy and anguish.

As I blubbered my way through E17 and E18 transcaps telling myself to get a grip, just when I thought my heart couldnt take any more heartache, the light at the end of the tunnel came in the form of a 21 yearr old JW.  At this point, I don’t care if they kiss or not from where we left off last week, if there is a wedding, or children at the end. I never needed my dramas to tie all its loose ends perfectly -just tight enough that I don’t want to leave with a “what if they had…” feeling. If I have learned anything from watching this drama, it is best not to anticipate or expect and just let the words and actions take you where it wants to go – with 18 episodes behind us, this drama has earned the right to be trusted. It hasn’t failed us yet and I have every faith that it won’t.

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A special gratitude:

Since I don’t know what is in store for the last episode, I want to take the time now to thank White Fox, Blue, Naey, and everyone else who contributed, clarified, and filled in gaps for us. We appreciate every minute you took to share your knowledge with us and helping us enjoy this drama more fully.

Also, thanks Nikesma for all the subbed vid clips you shared with us for SG and MSOAN,

Shirley for bringing us all the clips, bts, insights, and other gems, and there are too many others to name -but thank you for leaving kind words of encouragement for me these past weeks. Your comments put a smile on my face at the end of a long night of transcription. Thank you all.

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Secret Garden E19: Transcriptions

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JW: then I’ll ask you like this

were we close enough to kiss- like this?

jw-Why arent you answering-did we kiss?

r-what do you think?

jw-i asked first

she chants kimsuhuru

jw-what are you doing

r-i’m protecting you (meaning not take advantage of the situation)

jw: what?

r-like you protected me – I am protecting you-until the day you remember

he smiles

r-why are you smiling?

jw-i protected you? I did? at the age of 34 and [virile] ?

she says “um”

jw: there is no way -by any chance was it cuz you werent attractive?

r- do you want to die?

after you die and come back – there is no fear huh?

he starts to back up

jw- were you always like this to me?

r- you are the style to sprinkle[?]

jw- dont take advantage of the 13 yrs I lost

R gets up and says she is leaving now

she warns him not to tell her to come and go

if you want to see me – you come – got it?

jw; wait

i’ll say it again but pack your stuff and come- be next to me

for that – if I cant find the reason why I like you

when I say to “go” – you have to leave

you dont want to?

r- dont do that – instead – i will just be there next to you like i am invisible

and disappear like bubbles like the little mermaid

just say it – cuz i said I would do whatever you want now

jw: do you know what you just said (what it means)

R-yes-I know it all too well -think about it and give me an answer

she leaves

she turns around and waves and smiles

he watches her and said what’s with that woman – why does she smile so pretty

he chases after her

JW: wait up – where are you going? I’ll take you

R: why did you come out so late?

do you know how slowly i walked from there to here?

while showing you a really pretty back

(meaning she walked away from him in a cute way so he would do this and chase after her -that walk wasnt that great tho I thought)

so you should have hurried and came out and grabbed me

why did you consider it for so long?

jw doesnt answer – he just has this look that says -omg she is full of herself

R: i have an important meeting today

because of my accident the shooting stopped

but it looks like I might be able to keep filming

i have to go quickly so give me your keys -i’ll drive

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at action school

JW is in the background listening in

JL to R: dont be alarmed and listen

dark blood called and it looks like they went back to the Hong Kong casting

cupid: what happened to you – to us it is like a miracle and we’re glad

but from their view – they cant throw away their worries and concern for your health condition

R: I understand – please tell them after I am fully recovered i hope to see them again

JL: ok i will – for now while you are resting – work on getting back your normal condition

R: okay – just being cast was a dream come true – if it’s that much -it’s like I became a hollywood action (stuntwoman)

I’ll go to the bathroom for a minute

JL goes up to JW

JL to JW: heard you lost your memory

 

JW: were we tight that you would know stuff like that

or are you really (one of the men she dated/two timed)

JL: you want to get hit again?

JW: again? are you saying you hit me (before)?

[?] I have a lawyer

 

 

JLto JW: dont ever forget R

cuz you are the guy who put your life on the line for her

JW asks himself: what ? my life? for that short legged woman- is he saying I put my life on the line?

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sitting by her locker

she rememebers how she got fitted and prepared  for the role for dark blood and is sad

JW comes over

JW: it must have been an important movie

R: it was a miracle you made for me

JW: i did?

R: I wanted to do well -sorry

JW: ok – I dont know what it is – but if you think you did something you should feel sorry for – make it up to me later. I’m like a knife with calculations

she sort of smiles

JW: but why do you keep soap in your stocking?

R: because I didnt want to waste the leftover soap so I saved it up …

she gets up :what?

JW: in your locker …..huh? how do I know that?

have I seen your locker before?

R: yes when our bodies were switched

JW: when what switched?

R: talk about that later – your memory must be returning

is there anything else you remember

(spying an opportunity) JW: let’s see- you are wearing a really provocative inner wear -you are….

she kicks him

JW: ya!

*wow – he is awful but adorable at the same time

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TS and Seul meet

Seul says you said you were leaving korea but it seems you didnt go

TS : you said it wouldnt be easy to find someone who knows you in life

they banter with TS saying oska held onto him and she says just cuz he did -do you get caught?

TS says something about the way oska looked at him and she calls TS a romantic for thinking or taking it that way

then he asks how old she is -referring to her as ahjumma

seul: are you trying to one up me by saying you are younger than me?

oska comes in and says what’s going on – are you fighting? why are you fighting- you should get along

seul to oska: he isnt living here permanently right?

oska: there are a lot of rooms so why not

if I put him anywhere else – he might run off again

seul: what are you going to do if I run away? i’m leaving

she goes off in a huff

oska: where are you going? i have something to tell you

oska is about to chase after him but TS speaks up

TS: in ten minutes we are going to record

if it’s past ten minutes I’m going to pack my bags

oska complains why are you acting like this too- did you two conspire to get me?

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oska dragging seul in the room

oska: we have to talk within 10 mins – within 10 mins

seul: i have something to ask- does TS by any chance like men?

oska: how did you know?

seul: you knew that and let him in?

after all you did – now men….

oska: that’s not it – he hates me

seul says how clueless he is and that’s why he goes around hurting people

he jokes around and she asks how he could kid right now

oska says he is having a hard time cuz of JW cuz JW is 21 now

she asks what oska wanted to tell her

oska says he wants to continue making a music video

have an open concert, pay something, and have an asian tour

seul: so

oska: if you help me i think i can do all that well

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JW: what are you doing? are you busy?

oska: what do you want? there is only 5 mins left so say it within 5 mins

JW: who is she – why are you [?] with such a beautiful person

he extends his hand to her

JW: it’s nice to meet you I am KJW

seul: you must not remember me

JW: we know each other?

oska reaches over and breaks their handshake asking JW:

why do you like it so much?

JW: she is pretty

to seul: pardon me but how close were we?

oska to JW: ya – it wasnt like that

this way (meaning seul) is this way (and points to himself)

JW disappointed: really? really?

seul is pleased

housekeeper comes to announce JW’s mom is here

and tells oska that he will be back and motions to seul to stay here and wait

oska yells: you better not come back

and motions like he will kill him if he does

seul smiling says about jw: we should have met when he was 21

and oska says “what? ya!”

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jwm says she came cuz she was wondering how he was doing

and asks if he was hurting anywhere

JW says no and reminds her she already called in the morning to ask that

he had jumped up the the railing

she aks why do you go up there and tells him to get down cuz it is dangerous

JW” mom -did you know? i had a gf – a stuntwoman

jwm: i knew too

he says you knew? unlike most girls – she doesnt act coy

tho her body isnt great

jwm: that’s true – I dont think she is that great

he senses his mom doesnt like R:mom you dont like that woman huh?

she asks if i dont like her will you stop meeting her

he says: aahhhniiii  (no)- i like her

she said she will leave now

he said he was curious…a few days ago…no it was 13 yrs ago….anyway

the fireman who saved me in the elevator-what happened to him?

he wasnt hurt? if I thanked him after all these years -is that a little bit weird

jwm : of course – to you it was  like yesterday but to him itwas 13 yrs ago

the mom lies and says she took care of it and he doesnt need to worry about it

he asks if she knows his name or number

she said she will find that out and tell him

she is shocked he asked about the fireman

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R tells AY that her dream came true about the lavish table and stuff and tells her to open a fortune shop

AY had another dream last night so she is worried cuz R just told her AY’s dreams come true

3 little kids in white are crying -the president is on the side with his hand over his mouth  with tears dropping – and you were yelling-then I woke up and i didnt feel well about it

sec kim comes to get R again

R says to herself: he should come himself why is he making a person come and go-little punk

to sec kim: where is it this time?

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jw is waiting at a sauna

she asks: do you wanna die?  why did you call me to a place like this?

JW: why do you  think I would call you to a place like this?

to see your body of course -but what you’re wearing is getting in the way

R: this little kid

these days cuz I took a break – you think this world is a pastel tone

i dont know how I played at 34

but the 21 yr old me plays like this – come in

he pulls her in

R: you really are going to die

did you play like this when you were young?

he says yes

R: with who? girls?

JW: yes -with pretty girls

what – you dont know much about me

are you sure we were dating?

R: how about you – do you know about me?

JW: what is this – are you a complicated/experienced girl when it comes to men?

R; you didnt know? mostly with what men like

JW: what?

R: places were usually rooftop, car, outdoors, ….since men like that

JW: what?

 “rooftops? waaahhhh” did you think I would say that?

you think I would be fooled twice?

R: what?

JW: what? you just remembered again huh?

JW: huh? did I ?

she hugs him

R: i knew you would remember- I knew it

JW: since we are like this – I think I am remembering something else…

his hands move down from her waist to…. lower

R tells him to not go past that line

JW in a sly tone : i am trying to remember…..

R: I’ll just make you remember

and takes his arm and puts it behind his back hurting him

we did this once every two days – you remember right?

JW: aaahhhhhhh!!!!   let go

R: going straight back to Seoul – (raise) right hand

going to keep staying here – (raise) left hand

JW: how can I raise my left hand?

can you just raise yours for me instead? (LOL)

she presses harder

he screams out :ahhhh!

* that line was from ep. one when they had a miscommunication and she was talking about where she performed her stunts and he was talking about “other” activities 

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JW pulls up to her home

he cant believe it

she points and says “that’s my home”

JW: that? that where?

R: the second floor window with the tape on it

he keeps staring in disbelief

R: I dont know if it’s a good thing or bad thing but

she says he made the same face when he saw where she lived thr first time

JW: i bet I  did – by any chance do you have my number?

she says of course -why?

he says delete it and drives off

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oska listens to a song on the mp3 player while TS looks on with a smile on his face

oska takes the headphones off and says : wahhhhh- the lyrics are great

and oska compliments TS and musses TS’s hair

TS slaps his hand away saying: dont do stuff like this – I am a professional producer

oska: what you punk? it’s cuz I am proud of you

and oska really grabs TS and musses up TS’s hair a lot more

TS pushes him off saying : ya and arranges his hair back in place

TS: I’m not giving you that song- give it back -I’m not going to do it

oska : stop (TS does) put it down

you’re not taking this seriously- if you signed the contract and stamped it –

this kind of threat doesnt work anymore

since you brought it back

let’s settle [?]

1-oska hyungnim

2-chae woo hyungnim

3-tah-a-nim-it’s a combination of oska and god

4-TS says “oscar” and oska says “that’s it” and stops himself says :what did you say punk?

JW comes in and says “what’s wrong?”

JW to oska about TS: who is it?

oska to TS: my cousin

oska to JW: you are wearing that again? (JW has blue tracksuit on)

[?] is really scary

JW to TS: look here – what do you think of this (meaning his tracksuit)

TS: you dont live alone in this world so why are you hurting/offending someone’s eyes

JW: what?

JW to oska: who is that guy?

oska says TS is the producer to his next album

JW: how could music end up like this

[didnt catch the next line]

TS : the person who made music like that is your hyung

they argue and it sounds like gibberish  cuz i dont know any of these idioms or words

producers take the right side normally

JW says something about how TS doesnt know sense cuz TS made fun of his tracksuit

and TS says he was a model so JW shouldnt think TS doesnt know fashion

cuz their ages are similar

JW: do i look like someone who would play with you

when I run a dept store

oska is impressed : KJW – cuz you are 21 yrs old- you are competiting well ( during the banter)

the two of you should meet up often and eat together and stuff

JW acts like he is going to hit oska

and TS smirks

JW to oska: I want to ask you something but answer bluntly /directly

cuz it’s bugging me – what kind of woman is GRI?

oska says : first of all -she is my fan

jw : what?  that’s enough -even if i remember  -that woman wont do

oska: ya! what does that mean?

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seul asks her to drink the tea

but oska’mom says there is a lot of tea at home

i’ll just get to the point

i didnt know JW was {oska’s} cousin

if you had excuses like that – put them away

this is something that cant happen in our home

you went out on a blind date with jw but you plan to marry wooyoung- is that it?

oska comes running

oska : mom what are you doing now?

mom: i do this all the time so why are you so surprised?

oska: why are you doing this and alarming her

she gets hurt really easily

i’m trying to get on her good side – what if you make her dislike me? what will i do?

mom: what? what did you say? and she hits him with her handbag

she callls him something

oska: why are you hitting me? i liked this woman for a long time

she asks why he didnt speak up during the family meeting

and acted like they didnt know each other

then she directs her anger at seul and asks seul why she acted like she liked jw

oska: it’s all cuz of me- so why are you taking it out on her?

she  calls him another name

she tries to hit again

seul stops her and asks insted of doing this here mother -let’s go out and have a drink with me

his mom: what?

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the three of them are drinking

well actually oska is pouring-they are drinking

oska’s mom asks honestly isnt my son better than jang dong gun

seul says oksa isnt jang dong gun

mom: why isnt he? where is he not? (as in what about him is he not JDG?)

do you know how many people love him to death

seul: JDG has more (fans) mother

mom: you really are not like most girls

seul: if i was like other girls- how could I date woo young oppa?

seul keeps drinking after oska’s mom does

oska’s mom says after coming as a girl who was going to marry his cousin

how can i see her as a future daughter in law?

when i went thru so much difficulty raising my woo young

seul: to you he is your  son but to me he is just a plain person

i was like this from when i was 21 yrs old so how hard do you think that was for me

oska’s mom replies how can we do anything about how popular he became

she touches her face and says I wanted to quit drinking cuz of my complexion-she spritzes water (like that evian spray)

seul says the mom is like her

and she always fights with dry air too

seul sprays the air too

the mom says seul is the same as her

oska: i’m going to go crazy he asks them both if they are going to continue drinking

mom to him: havent you left

seul to him : if you are bored sing a song

oska yells out to call something

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oska gets back to meeting his manager

oska is on the phone asking who is more drunk

he gets a text and their drink fest came out to $1,300 something

and he  yells why the younger manager charged it with oska’s card

he yells “tell my mom to pay for it” and he hears that now they are going to the second location to drink some more

he orders him to bring them both here in one car

the guy asked who should i put in the car first

and oska yells what do you mean who should you put in first – whoever is closest! and he hangs up

oska is happy he got chosesn to be some rep (no smoking campaign) cuz now he can sell/use/market his face again

if he tells someone not to smoke they wont

so he yells and says it is funny and wonders why people are so quick to forgive him

he gets close to the manager and asks :what should i wear tm?

oska gets some kind of kind of award or something and sings with kids and stuff

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R is jumping rope

cupid tells her not to overdo it and it isnt good for her to breathe in cold air

(cuz she might get sick again) -if you dont take care of your body well it goes on for the rest of your life

-should i make you some seaweed soup?

R: did I have a child?

she uses southern lauguage and tells him to stop i think

he backs up and tries again to get her to drink the soup but i think she said if i catch you there wont be any soup left meaning maybe she will dump it on him

oska shows up at the action school

all of a sudden she is happy and says hello

but cupid thinks she is faking it and says he wont fall for it over and over and backs into oska

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oska asks R how the 21 jw is – if she meets him often

she says jw is racy (meaning all he cares about is skinship) and that he is cute

oska says I didnt see you like that – you like racy men?

he says even if i met a lot of women i didnt know how they really felt

and lowers his top to reveal a bare shoulder

she says if he does that KJW will do something

she tells oska that jw remembers a bit from time to time

oska that’s good but  what if he asks for the shoes and watches back

before i get it taken away by him -should i just sell them off

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oska takes her home

he says since it’s been a while since he brought her home

so should they continue having a fan meeting in the future

she says what kind of oppa wants a fan this much -she says his popularity must have gone down

he lists all the things he is doing now says he is even helping to improve koreans health and that he isnt just a hallyu star anymore

jw is already there and says “what a nice picture”

R to oska: you saw that right- he is slowyremembering things

jw asks what kind of celebrity drives his fan home

 

JW to R: you said you loved me – you said we were in love

jw asks how many guys is she cheating around with

he gets jealous

R grabs oska’s arm and says since brought me all the way home oppa

you should come in and have a drink like always

oska says of course – let’s go

oska tells her to watch the steps and be careful going down them

jw chases after them: stop right there – unlock your arm-i told you –  you cant ignore my words

jwm’s sec watches that and says “dont get caught by me please-why do i have to be a sec”

he calls jwm and says jw went  inside just now

jwm stares at the newspaper turned to R’s dad’s obituary

and says a comment about R that is hard to translate

basically I think she said by making jwm hit rock bottom R is some girl

-meaning R is something else for forcing jwm’s hand

(cuz jwm is about to do the unthinkable with R’s dad’s death)

* jwm was right- her sec is on JW’s side

he hated spying on them and that is why he hates his job

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while JW looks around in disbelief

oska makes comments about coffee and gives R instructions on how to make it

two spoonfuls of coffee each and he takes his with 3 sugars

jw sees oska’s pic on the wall

JW: what is that? saying you were dating me but why is the pic of hyung?

are you two really dating?

they ignore him

but oska says: if that was true what are you going to do?

JW looking pleased : then I choose seul -36-24-34 – I like it too much

R and oksa both at the same time yell

R: what?!

oska: Ya!

oska gets up and sort of kicks  JW around-kinda jokingly

R cheers him on saying : my oppa is doing well

JW: “my oppa” – i was right you two are dating-stop doing that to me

and JW breaks free

JW: i have a call

jwm calls jw and says the fireman you wanted to know  about

I didnt tell you cuz i thought it would be too hard on you but to tell you the truth

he passed away

JW: why ? cuz of me?

jwm: listen to everything i have to say

she says her dad’s name and says he had a daughter and she is GRI

she is sitting in front of you

oska: what’s wrong? who is it?

JW: continue

jwm: you will know when you regain your memory

she used her dad’s death and [?extort?] you

to hold onto you she used her dad’s death

I hope you – even now- would not [fall for it/let it happen]

JW cries and says: hang up for now

jw asks oska to leave

jw asks: was your father a fireman?

R: you remember?

JW: and he passed away?

JW: is he involved in my elevator accident?

she asks how did you know

was that your mom who just called?

JW: i have to leave

R: wait listen to me first

JW: but why do you live in a place like this?

were you really dating me?

there is no way I would meet a woman this poor but if I did

I dont think I wouldve  just let her live like this

R: there were a lot of things that happened

i will explain….

JW: no – dont- I think this is a problem I need to remember

you [???/kept deceive me or if you were going to deceive me

I think I will want to be deceived

* not sure of those last lines

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jw asks the housekeeper why there is money next to his bed

and why she doesnt clean it up

she says that $45 is precious to him (he cherishes it)

and there are some more things he cherishes/considers precious

JW is staring at a pile of clothes,boxes, basket of tangerines, cleaner still in the box, etc

sec kim gets a call from JW and gets irritated

JW asks how sec can answer the phone so rudely

and sec kim says if you keep talking like that I am going to —-do even better

jw calls sec kim and asks why these things like a vaccum cleaner in front of him are precious

sec kim: president how could I know that?

JW calls him something and hangs up on him

sec kim complains to AY that whether he is young or old  jw keeps clinging to him

AY asks if president got back some of his memory

sec kim says it is a secret in the dept store

she asks who is doing his work then

sec kim says he is  and that JW depends on him

AY says JW has to remember so R wont worry so much

AY gets foam on her upper lips

he asks her if she does that in front of other guys

she says she will wipe it off and sec kim says he will and kisses it off

she throws water and says I didnt give you permission

sec kim says in  dramas they dont ask for it

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oska calls seul and tells her to come outside

cuz he is standing in front of her office

(this place is located across from the galleria in apkujong)

he is pacing holding onto two coffees

she comes outand he waves

seul; you should come in why did you ask me to come outside

oska: since the weather is so good

he hands her a coffee and takes her left hand and puts it deep in his right pocket

she asks what he is doing and he says let’s walk

she says what are you doing -ppl are looking

oska: i’m doing it for them to look

they walk down the street together

he says when we walk like this it’s like a photoshoot

she says it is cuz she looks like miss korea

huge crowd follows them

(now they are in myongdong)

she tries to pull her hand away but oska just grips tighter

she asks him to wear sunglasses

people comment oska looks good, who is next to him, etc

oska says they are right he is dating

a girl guesses seul is the girl in the scandal

oska verifies seul’s name and says they will date well

seul: are you crazy? why are you like this?

oska tells her this is the first time they help hands and had a date walking

everyone else does this so let’s do this too now

oska: walking dates, letting you sit next to me in the car, and taking you home

i will do all that

when I go out during music programs I will yell out seul I love you and do stuff like that too

even if you stop me i am going to do it

kids say i didnt get your socks and stuff for you to do this

you are betraying us

oska: is oppa an idol? oppa is 36-leave oppa alone so he can love

also did I never date a woman before

the girl says it’s different when he did it secretly and now openly

they ask what his manager is doing and if he is crazy (for letting oska do this)

oska tells them to go switch to 2pm or go like Beast cuz they are good and hands his coffee to a girl and says drink this

and he leads seul away

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jwm lied to jw that R is using her dad’s death to hold onto JW

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

jw finds the ripped out page of LM

he reads it

the ending had been rewritten

in his handwriting

“just as the LM was about to disappear

the prince wanted to know the truth so he asked the princess “is this your best-are you sure”

and broke off the engagement

he chased after the LM but she had invented an air bubble washing machine and became a chaebol

meanwhile the prince  became penniless(lost his fortune) because of reckless investment

and the prince became the little mermaid’s sec kim for a really long time-they really lived a long time”*

what is this -what crazy guy did this childish thing

he remembers what she said about LM

then he has flashes and remembers certain scenes

and he runs out

more flashes (so cool how they flash the scenes)

he is in the car driving like crazy

he remembers seeing her at the mourning place after her dad died=AY is comforting her

he says as he stops the car

that was R – that young girl-she is R

he cries like crazy

he calls and asks where she is

*naey said:

“really just live for a long time” ( the key point in this sentence is that there’s no ‘happily ever after’ part and JW just stresses ‘just live for a long time’ part) when he wrote this..he decided to give up his life for RI.. I can feel his desperation at that time from this lineㅠㅜ.

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double daebak scene

 

jw goes to her house

R: what’s wrong? what happened?

he goes inside

R: did something happen? what is it? why are you like this?

if there is a misunderstanding about my dad

I will tell you all of it

to tell you the truth – my father – you…

jw hugs her

R: it wasnt about my father? if it wasnt why did you come?

he says to do this

she asks: by any chance -did you regain your memory – do you remember it all?

he says no

R: you didnt?

but you just….

JW: I agreed to go on a blind date

R: what? why? why are you going on a blind date?

I told you – you really did like me

JW: you keep [?] so I dont believe it

if love can happen thru [?]

then all the love in this world must be fake

no matter how much I think about it – you are not my style

it doesnt make sense that a guy like me could like someone like you

what did you do to me?

you dont have wealth, education, or looks

[??????]

how dare you make me cling to you

GRI – since when were you this dumb?

last year?

(if I said this much) with everything said-  you should understand by now

why do you think I am here like this late at night woman

it’s cuz I remember everything

she starts to cry

JW: I’m sorry – I was kidding around so you would like it more

she starts to hit him

R: you are dead today-i’m going to kill you

JW grabs her hands: it hurts – just stand still for a sec

I still have important things to say

R: what is it – what is it you jerk

he kisses herhead and says: I love you- this is mine

she says I dont need it you bad guy

he kisses her head again and says: I really love you – this is your father’s

R: I dont need…..she stops ….what?

JW’s coughing voice yells :save me – isnt anyone there?

I was trapped in the elevator

JW begins his narration

my leg was injured so i couldnt stand

I couldnt breathe cuz of the smoke

I was shaking with fear thinking i might die

I couldnt do anything except yell “save me”

i hoped someone would hear that and come running to save me

her dad tells another firefighter : it is confirmed that there are no other people to save

so get out – I’m going to check one more place to be sure before I leave- so go

her dad’s voice narrates the fireman’s code: if you give me the strength to save one life

JW takes R’s hands in his

when i thought “I’m going to die now”

like a miracle the elevator door opened

a fireman extended his hand to me

her dad opened the elevator door when the elevator was in between floors

her dad extends his hand out to JW so JW gets up and tries to stand to grab it

but falls from the pain of his leg injury

her dad calls out”are you hurt?”

he crawls thru the half open door and goes inside the elevator with JW

he gave JW oxygen: breathe deeply -get up-it’s too hot in here

as they walk towards the door

the elevator dropped again

and they both fall down

the door shut again

her dad: are you ok?

JW: the door shut – what do we do?

her dad: dont worry -(somehow) I have to get out of here -my daugher is waiting for me now

they are both trapped in there

her dad tries to pry open the doors with his bare hands

her dad called in for help

he tells them that they are trapped in the elevator

the guy on the other line asks which elevator

her dad hands over the com to JW to talk into so her dad can try to get the door open with his axe

JW tells them which elevator but he tells her dad it doesnt work

but her dad says keep trying till you get thru

more narration from fireman’s code….always fearful….praying for rain

her dad got the door partially open again

he says:come here –  I will put you on my shoulder so go up –

when we get out

i will introduce you to my ra im

she is so pretty you will faint

jw is out of the elevator – coughing

her dad lifts the oxygen tank up to him and tells him to hurry and use it

but the dad is still in there

jw asks him to hold his hand

her dad grabs hold

but the elevator shakes

and in that second he knows

it is going to drop again and i think he senses

what needs to happen

JW says grab it – hurry and grab it

the elevator shakes again but he is still holding on

in slow motion

he looks at jw and lets go but JW is still gripping it

JW says : no – dont do it -no

her dad says: let go of my hand

if something goes wrong

because of my weight

you could get pulled down with me

move back and jump over to your right

that’s the safe spot

JW: no i dont want to- I wont go

please hold on -hurry -please hold on

her dad: hurry and get out

go out and tell my daughter

sorry i didnt go home early

that i love her

that her dad loves her a lot

tell her for me

jw begs him please please grab my hand

the elevator shakes and her dad holds JS’s hand and says : I am asking you this favor

JW: dont do it – dont do it – please

her dad shoves jw aside and says “let go”

JW yells “no!!!’

the door shuts

and the elevator falls

jw keeps screaming :no!!

as he stares down at the falling elevator

R cries hearing the story

jw crying says that was his last request

jw says im sorry for relaying it to you so late

he hugs her again

he keeps repeating sorry

she says: no- thank you – how much I was loved -as his child –

for letting me even now -thank you so much

she keeps cry really hard

oh man i am bawling again

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they go to her dad’smemorial

jw places flowers there and apologizes to her dad

father – your last words – your last request – for relaying it so late – I’m sorry

for taking too long – I’m sorry

I went to go relay it but I couldnt  -forgive me

and thank you very much  for saving me

your daugher grew up really well

i know giving her to a guy like me is a waste but if you give me your daughter

for the rest of my life – as her man – as GRI’s man -we will live happy

they hold hands in front of her dad and stare at each other

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he drops her off at her home

JW: do you think father approved of me

R: could that happen?

when you always look down on his daughter

a guy that makes her cry a lot

what kind of father would approve?

JW: ya – then what do we do?

R: what do you mean what do we do

there is only one solution

you have to love me to death

and I have to love you like crazy

but what did you say a while ago

that you went to say something but couldnt

JW: that is between your father and me

why are you crious about that

R: of course I am curious-what was it?

JW: if you are curious  -ask your father

there is somewhere you have to go with me tm

wear your prettiest clothes and wait for me

I’ll pick you up

going now

R: tm? where are we going?

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JWM: ji hyun came by and said you remembered everything

when  I heard the news – I am so happy

he asks are you really happy? you’re not nervous/fearful?

jwm: i trust my son

JW: i trusted you mother-but you were terrible all the way till the end

 

you were terrible to that woman and to me but you were the worst to yourself

how could you tell a lie like at?

jwm yells : what about that lie? I’m getting my son taken from me so what about that lie!

he says you werent always right, but even when you werent being right,  you always had pride and was cool

and I loved that mother

but over this matter – you lost your pride and me

jwm: KJW

he says: so  I wont live as your son anymore

jwm: KJW!

JW: I’m really sorry but

i lived 34 yrs as your son

but from now on- for the rest of my life – I am going to live as her husband

end

omg best freaking speech EVER